Begging for Crumbs

by Andrea Tadpole I realized last night I have wasted my life Sitting under the table Begging for crumbs That never come When God has a banquet Prepared in another Space and time I'm not sure why It has taken me so long To release myself from The pain of rejection That comes from waiting For little scraps of Attention Affection Just some little sign That never appears Yet now that the scales That blinded me Have lifted I've set myself free No more It ends here Now I'm not wasting my life Waiting under a table Begging for crumbs That never come

My One and Only Muse

by Andrea Tadpole My one and only Muse When I watch you From afar Passion envelopes me You have invaded me You occupy my mind When our eyes meet Two universes collide New stars are born My creativity is fired In levels I never knew When we aren't together I imagine your ways Your sky blue eyes flash When you smile at me My heart skips a beat Your rough hands Touch so tenderly Your lips are soft and sweet Insatiable desire Stirs deep within me I am left with mere words To convey the feelings You ignite inside me My one and only Muse

2:30 In the Morning

by Andrea Tadpole

2:30 in the morning

Should be sleeping

Yet cannot stop

Thinking about you

The way you look at me

From across the room

The way I feel when our eyes meet

You touch me

It lights a fire within me

You kiss me

My knees go weak

You whisper in my ear

Sending tingles down my spine

You're an unexpected treasure

A rare jewel tossed aside

Yet here you are

In front of me

A precious gift

Sent from above

Listening to Some Old Timer Blather

by Andrea Tadpole

Sitting here
Listening to some old timer blather
Just wish he'd shut up
Sit down
Put a sock in his mouth

He's a liar
A fraud
Sure not a winner
Always preying
On young girl beginners

What the Hell
Did he ignore the steps
Fucking sicko
I'd like to wring his neck

Years of sobriety
Dont mean shit
When one never
Changes the way
That they live

Guess the lesson
I've learned is
How not to be
Real in a meeting

Fuck it
I'm outa here
I'm done
Walking away
Before I vomit

So Far Away

by Andrea Tadpole Time goes slowly When you're So far away My mind's eye sees Your sexy smile I imagine Your tender touch Want to call you Just say hi Yet I know you need This time alone So I sit here imagining Your return Hope you wrap me In your arms Kiss me long With passion Hope the time So far away Doesn't make you Forget me

Subdued In a Corner

by Andrea Tadpole Subdued in a corner Tigress locked deep inside Quietly watching you Passion overflows I imagine the feel Of your sweet lips Pressed against mine Your scent Your touch Our bodies intertwined Visions pass through My mind Of stolen moments Alone with you Where time is suspended In rhapsody divine Then I come to my senses Remember where I'm at Subdued in a corner Tigress locked deep inside Quietly watching you

Play In the Rain Together

by Andrea Tadpole

This poem is for a very special friend of mine – you know who you are :-)

Storm clouds on the horizon

Uncertainty beckons at the door

You’re in the tempest tossed

You don’t know whether to

Embrace your life

Or give up because all is lost

The way looks dark and lonely

You don’t know just what to do

The rain comes

You hear a voice inside you say

You can’t go out and play

Who says you can’t

What’s gonna happen

Catch a cold

Not true

So grab a friend

Go splash and play

Live for the moment

Just for today

Reality is

All we have is this second

If we miss it

It’s gone forever

Then we’ll never know

What it would have been like to

Play in the rain together

Places No One Else Has Ever Been

by Andrea Tadpole

You never cease to amaze me
With your eloquent words

They ignite a fire of passion
Deep within my soul
Leave me with a thirst
That only you can quench

Oh, how I want to feel
Your tender touch
Your gentle kiss

Smell you
Taste you
Take you deep within

To the places
No one else has ever been

Slow Dancing With You

by Andrea Tadpole

Slow dancing with you
In the darkness of my mind
Keeping perfect rhythm
To the beat of our two hearts

Passions ignited
Bodies intertwined
As you rock and roll me
All thru the night

In the fire light
You take me
To another world
Where time is suspended
Nothing else exists

You totally consume me
As I suck you deep within
Feel you rub against me
Body soft and warm

Your scent
Your touch
Your tender kiss
Boy you drive me wild

Then I awake
It was only a dream
Where I was
Slow dancing with you
In the darkness if my mind

Hidden Fantasy Locked Inside

by Andrea Tadpole

Hidden fantasy Locked inside As I secretly watch you From across the room Your big strong arms Your flashing smile That sexy voice Those gorgeous eyes Set me on fire Drive me wild I want to taste you Suck you deep within Feel your gentle kiss Tender touch Our bodies Writhing together In rapturous ecstacy Then I realize its A hidden fantasy Locked inside Only you Hold the key To set me free