Aug 27, 2011

Smoldering

By Andrea Tadpole

I sit here smoldering
With thoughts of you
The passion we shared
Takes my breath away
Your scent lingers on me
Your sweet lips on my thighs
Your tender touch
I long to feel

Where Are You

By Andrea Tadpole

It's as if I don't exist
I'm trapped in a black abyss
Everyone says they love me
They will be there if I fall
Yet when I'm scared
Need someone's touch
There's no one there to call

Problems lie before me
They seem bigger
Than the world

No solution
Or resolution
Can't fix them
On my own

I know there is a God
That He loves me
Through and through
He has a plan to save me
But it most likely
Includes you

So where did you go
Your presence gone
Your touch withdrawn
My heart aches so

I cannot wait any longer
Must move on
And start anew
I guess it doesn't matter
Least of all
Not to you

Aug 26, 2011

Sitting On the Porch

By Andrea Tadpole

Sitting on the porch
Throbbing with desire
Heart pounding
Wanting you so bad

Mind racing madly
Searching for a clue
As to why
You don't see me

Did I come on too fast
Push too hard
Open up too much

Not trying to grab you
Don't want to cling
Just want to experience
The moment
The now
With you

Is that wrong
Too much
Too soon
Too fast
What

I don't understand
Come here
Go away
You pull me close
Then push me away

I want to stay
Close to you
In your arms
Just for today

The future is uncertain
All that exists is now
If we hesitate
It's lost forever
Far beyond our grasp

Nothing lasts but this second
Please don't throw it all away
By letting fear get in the way

Maybe if we jump together
The fall
Won't hurt at all

Aug 14, 2011

On the River Bridge

by Andrea Tadpole

On the river bridge
Wishing you were here
Holding my hand
Kissing me
Caressing me
Talking about nothing
Spending time together
With no agenda
Just to be

I sit and wait
But you don't call
Seems I don't even
Cross your mind

Was it real
Did we make love
Share the ultimate gift
Explode together with passion
Or was it all a dream
A silly fantasy

The one I want
The most
Is the furthest
From my reach

What are you afraid of
Why do you shut me out
And run away
When all I want
Is for you to stay

Everyone else is invited
In your life
Yet I am held at bay

I know where
I'm not wanted
Seems I just
Get in the way
So there's nothing
Left to say